我的爱情观

每当我们开始喜欢和在乎一个人,爱情就会慢慢变质.因为越在乎他,我们就越不容易满足,然后就开始在心里抱怨他不够好!!每次吵架不开心时就回忍不住抖出一个心里面的抱怨,结果双方越吵越激烈,一发不可收拾...冷静下来时,可能已经了解对方心里在想什么,也清楚明白自己其实在他心里不够完美..如果还没为了吵架分手,我们通常都很大方的牺牲为对方改变自己....可是通常都没想到默默地为他而改变自己的想法最终搞到自己越来越不开心!而我们为他改变后通常会对他有更大的期望,对不对?当你忍不住再争吵时,你就会说:"我为了你改那么多,你为什么就不能为了我...."但他只会回答:"我有让你为我改些什么吗??"没话说了吧?
对咯,如果你真的想当个完美的情人,就不可以跟对方计较,不管他是不是自私的,只要你确定你真的喜欢他,为他付出就不要只想他也为你做些什么也不要只会抱怨!!终有一天他一定会看到你为他做的一切,而且会加倍珍惜你..听起来好像很笨,但想要跟对方长久就先做个伟大的笨蛋吧!!!

happy day!

Sunday night, bb came back to dublin from Athy after finished his work.. when i got home, he suprised me with a candle light supper..the romantic scene was totally touching my heart.. we hugged each other tightly bcoz we missed each other so much so much!!! that was a really romantic n passion night~~

next day, bb was busy with his college stuff so i spent half of my offday shopping alone bought some cloth.. after that we went home to interview a korean tenant, at last she wanted to rent the room.. we're happy to be her housemate as she looks cute.. haha!! after that, we went to b's fren's hair saloon to have his hair cut n dye.. bb was satisfied n happy with his new hair style. yay!! but we were so hungry bcos i was 9pm n we din eat anything since we woke up.. walao, hungry die!!! so we had dinner with his hair stylist--maci and our best fren--David in an Indian restaurant--Taste of Indian.. the food that we'd ordered were tasty n spicy enough, i think i'll be back to the indian next time.. yummy!! we chatted a lot during our dinner, three of them are from Ipoh only me from kedah... so they talked a lot about ipoh, taekownto, sport, ponteng school, singapore life.... which i couldnt join de topic!!! haha.. luckyily they also talked about fashion n studies..

bb went back to Athy this morning n my room is back to silent n cold from today until next sunday.. i cant wait until next sunday!!!! miss u alot!!! luv ya..

new start..

有人说,万事起头难..that's true..i'm not a talkative person(bullshitting) n this blog-thing could be a difficulty for me... anyway, i'll do my best to share my life with u guys...:)
i've been living in ireland for nearly 2 years n i feel desperate to go home as my life in Ireland is bored like sxxt, god!! i'm in my holiday n dont hv to go to college for 6 months,hurrayss... BUT, i hv continuous schedule from tuesday to sunday-work,online n sleep...or mayb go out with frens or bb for a lunch or something... haizz.. sien lor!! me n bb used to cook everyday when we still living together n he was jobless for a while so we cook for our lunch n his dinner.. but bb juz got a new job in Athy which is 100 miles from Dublin, God!!! we can only meet once a week --- Monday, which is our offday n most interesting day... we usually do lots of shopping afternoon n watch movie in the evening... mayb a couple of drinks at night... hee... my bb is an alcoholic!! so he always FORCE me drink with him!!! god damn it!!!
i'm working in a chinese take away shop as a counter, my job is taking phone order n ppl walk in to order food from me as well.. so i'm free to online n watch movies using my laptop..haha.. best job ever!!! thank boss!! the only reason that makes me mad n crazy are different types of customers.. there are some stupid irish make things mess all the time... fucksake!!! i dont wanna talk about that... haiz... i hope they can get better education n become smart!!
emm.. i think that's for today..